Deep fried chicken with Parmesan Cheese.
(From Ludy's House of Chicken, LB)

xxi.

Finally, I went out. We went to Southmall and Festival Mall late afternoon and I can say I had fun (and felt miserable too, but I'll spill the details later) There was a car show event at Festival so my brother tagged me along to watch drifting. It was super cool to watch that I even want to ride on a car while drifting. Though the car tires are screeching, and the smell of burnt tires were everywhere, you won't notice those anymore because of the excitement and nervousness while the cars are doing drift. I must admit that my heart was pounding hard while watching! LOL We also watched toy car drifting competition. It was nice to see remote-controlled cars do it though of course, no screeching noises and burnt smell. The toy cars were so cute and cool because some of them have sparky tires and HID headlights. Obviously, the owners of those cars spent a huge amount of money to design them. My mom enjoyed watching too to the point that we spent too much time there already that we forgot to go to the supermarket. LOL

And for the bad part, I feel so deprived right now. I want a lot of things but I can't get them due to financial reasons. It's hard to be stucked at home not saving enough money to support my expenses. LOL I want good food, a nice dessert will do, like cheesecake or any nice tasting slice of cake. I want to eat at a nice restaurant, Old Spaghetti house perhaps. I want to shop for clothes, or books even though I am lazy to read right now. I want to unwind. I want to relax. And I know, food is the answer.

Plus, I've been eyeing on this Rayban shades online for quite some time now. And I saw one at the mall. I asked the price and it was friggin' 8k bucks. I wish I could save that much money!



I want the brown one though. It's nice diba? :(

Ano ang ginagawa sa mga bagay na nawawala? Hinahanap. Ano ang ginagawa kapag hindi mo mahanap? Pinapalitan. Ano ang ginagawa kapag hindi mo mapalitan? Kinakalimutan. Ano ang ginagawa sa mga bagay na nawawala na hindi mo mahanap, hindi mo mapalitan at hindi mo makalimutan? Tinatanggap.

-random quote on FaceBook.

xix.

Since boyfriend and I settled the most troubling issues between us (which obviously I won't elaborate) I have to think of something new and sweet surprise for our third anniversary. Though it's almost three months away, I need to have a plan to make it super extra special. And sadly, I don't have the slightest idea. Plus, I also need another for his birthday which is 5 months away. I know, that one was so far away but I know I'll be very busy once I get back to school. I don't really need to get it done as early as now. You know, I just need ideas. Hmm, I think I'll go ask guy friends for this. :)

I am super excited. :)

xviii.

I was able to finally experience one of the top things I wanted to pursue and it's soccer. I had so much fun but sad because it has to end. The experience was so short and it left me bitin. And it saddens me more to watch soccer commercials on TV because I miss playing already. I want to continue playing like trying out for varsity team but I don't know how to squeeze it in my forever hectic schedule. :(

xvii.

Finally. I have a Facebook account already! After months of debating with myself, I finally signed up. But I'd still update my very old Friendster account. Though for obvious reasons, Facebook is way cooler, I still love Friendster because of its people. It can actually pass off as entertainment for me especially when bored. You can try it too, look for Friendster groups of emo, punks and whatnot and you'll find yourself entertained, or maybe annoyed. LOL But it's fun. At least for me. :)

xvi. I want to have a baby! Now na!

Yeah, seriously. A baby. An infant. Yaknoe, who wails and you breastfeed. I know this is a stupid idea but yeah, I want to have a baby.

But hey, don't get me wrong. Though I want to have a baby, I am NOT doing anything to make it happen. Srsly. Cross my heart. And I am not at all planning anything to make it happen. Srsly again. Believe me.

So you may ask what made me think of having one when some are afraid of having it since it would mean responsibility. A BIG one. So I'll answer you with this: I have friends, a few, that at an early age have babies already and I found their babies cute. Except for the fact that they are sometimes a pain in the ass. But I don't think it'll be that hard since they are cute and cuddly like teddy bears or something. Plus, I think it's a great joy to see your baby walk for the first time, or talk for the first time and do funny things. The baby's progress is something more than lovely to witness. And it keeps you busy and happy (I guess) at the same time. Plus, it inspires you to do good in whatever you do to ensure a bright future for your baby. Yeah, that's it. I envy them for they have babies to make them happy.

But then again, I am not saying that I am unhappy or uninspired or a lazy ass who has nothing to do so she's looking for some BIG responsibility to keep her busy. It's not like that. MMkay? And again, I am not (at all) planning to have one right now or soon. I can't fakken have one because I don't have money to begin with. I can't even buy myself a cute dress or a book. And I know that I do not know how hard it is to have a baby because you have to give up a lot of things which I may not be ready yet to do so but I know that it's fulfilling to have one.

I still have a lot of things to keep in mind and a lot more things to accomplish. I am not even halfway through with my list so it's not possible at this point in time. Maybe 3-5 years from now after everything's stable enough to support a family then that's it. But DUH, that's toooo long. I am excited to have a baby. I want one now :[

Oh shut up.